this morning I felt anxious again....not sure why......possible recent events......but I decided to rest as the awareness meaning I just observe it as if I am separated from that anxiety. I am not going to be held bondage by Mr. Anxiety. Then I thought about the saying I have heard quite a few times...it is God suffering through us...and I made it God suffering through me as me. And then I thought...hang on...God does not suffer...yet the anxiety is there...and God lives his life through me.....

I can get a moment of anxiety while thinking of washing dishes. LOL Then I hear his words saying
to me...this or that shall be now. I always feel a shortness of breath right before His Words come forth.
Maybe that is just His way of letting me know the New Wine is ready to drink, so it overflows.
I usually have no idea what He means until I look it up. He will speak maybe one word to me, and that is all.
I have learned never to turn away from this I AM Presence...

The summons sets my heart aglow, I hear God calling I must go.~