actually Ron...and by pure "coincidence"......Ingrid was born before I became a circumcised....in the heart Jew. And I have found out recently that I am not a jew from my grandparents side...he was and she wasn't. So half my family was gassed for the wrong reason...well it is always the wrong reason. In the last 3 monts have discovered a full nephew of mine...his name Jacob (of course) who was the only survivor out of a family of 5.....subsequently adopted by a Jewish family, member of the local synagogue in Amsterdam...then told he was not a jew....now he is a symphatiser for Palestine, been there as a celebrity pianist, presently in Amsterdam where he suffers terribly from all sort of illnesses at the age of 67........it's a long story.......a sad story........and I have risen above it and not of my own doing.........and the left over family, instead of celebrating, is envious of and expects....expects....expects.........as I said...it's a long story.

And the suffering is not confined to the family...........it comes from corners most unexpected.......for we suffer with Him...and joy cometh in the morning and so it is not called suffering anymore...more like ahem...training. Will try to dig up a picture of Jacob playing the piano at that wall..........