Nothing ever happened..............that reminds me of David Godman's Trilogy on Papaji. Actually it cost me a hundered bucks. I will quote the following from Papaji seeing you posted under that name:

"When I know my personal self and the impersonal Self are by nature one and the same, how could there be anyone to meditate or anything to meditate upon? Wahtever I enjoy, whatever I give, whatever I dedicate, whatever I do, nothing belongs to me. I am without blemish, I am without birth, I am without death. It is my firm conviction that I am free in the beginning, free in the end, free in the middle, with unborn cleanliness and simplicity."

No doubt Papaji had his own personal frailties,[he got a young Western girl pregnant] but he certainly grasped the simplicity of spiritual illumination.I may add Papaji was Alan Cohens guru and also Gangaji. It is interesting to not he had an encounter with Jesus. He was also perceptive to note that so few of this planet's 6 billion are chosen by the Divine Mother. He spoke of this desire to be free as not coming from your bilogical mother but your Divine Mother....it is interesting how that equates to Christianities message: "Jerusalem above which is your mother is free,"

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