this morning I felt anxious again....not sure why......possible recent events......but I decided to rest as the awareness meaning I just observe it as if I am
separated from that anxiety. I am not going to be held bondage by Mr. Anxiety. Then I thought about the saying I have heard quite a few times...it is God
suffering through us...and I made it God suffering through me as me. And then I thought...hang on...God does not suffer...yet the anxiety is there...and God
lives his life through me.....
So if God does not suffer and yet he experiences anxiety then that it is all that is, for God...just an experience.
I had already decided a long time ago that the purpose of creation is for God to experience Himself. And himself includes the whole spectrum of all that is. But it is the carnal thinking that attaches labels to everything and then name the animals.......with trillions of subheadings and 2 main headings: good or bad. Thus the carnal mind decides what the experience is i.e suffering and then the mainheading: bad. Since we only want to store what is labelled good, we resist that which is bad. We must overcome the world and so we fight it. But God's way is not to fight anything, there is nothing for God to fight over because he is all and in all. He would only fight himself.....silly god....lol.
God's way is the way of the lamb and I have mentioned that often enough.
Sorry, lots of thinking this morning....not a healthy sign for one who wants to walk by inspiration/unction/spontaneity/intuition.
Then it occurs to me that we suffer pain because of our memory and without time there could be no memory. It is therefore our acceptance of time which gives us space for suffering and since as humans we are always attached to something none of which lasts forever because of the law of impermanence, we suffer much.
But where there is no time, there is no suffering, which is only a label and (this is a hard one) no joy either for there, in eternity there is no time.
It takes no time for us to enter into eternity which is to know God as if we ARE God, in other words in His presence beyond the veil of our human thoughts.....because we are already seated in heavenly places in Christ Jesus whom that we are by faith.
All this is true meditation, where we leave this world through the ascension of our mind beyond thought into His presence where He may be found....in our closet/house/body and none of this earthly of course.
So if God does not suffer and yet he experiences anxiety then that it is all that is, for God...just an experience.
I had already decided a long time ago that the purpose of creation is for God to experience Himself. And himself includes the whole spectrum of all that is. But it is the carnal thinking that attaches labels to everything and then name the animals.......with trillions of subheadings and 2 main headings: good or bad. Thus the carnal mind decides what the experience is i.e suffering and then the mainheading: bad. Since we only want to store what is labelled good, we resist that which is bad. We must overcome the world and so we fight it. But God's way is not to fight anything, there is nothing for God to fight over because he is all and in all. He would only fight himself.....silly god....lol.
God's way is the way of the lamb and I have mentioned that often enough.
Sorry, lots of thinking this morning....not a healthy sign for one who wants to walk by inspiration/unction/spontaneity/intuition.
Then it occurs to me that we suffer pain because of our memory and without time there could be no memory. It is therefore our acceptance of time which gives us space for suffering and since as humans we are always attached to something none of which lasts forever because of the law of impermanence, we suffer much.
But where there is no time, there is no suffering, which is only a label and (this is a hard one) no joy either for there, in eternity there is no time.
It takes no time for us to enter into eternity which is to know God as if we ARE God, in other words in His presence beyond the veil of our human thoughts.....because we are already seated in heavenly places in Christ Jesus whom that we are by faith.
All this is true meditation, where we leave this world through the ascension of our mind beyond thought into His presence where He may be found....in our closet/house/body and none of this earthly of course.
